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I am but a fickle heart longing to be fearless.



Thursday, January 14, 2010

For Who I Once Was

Who I once was
has changed.
I am no longer quiet.
No longer still.
I am raging.
For I cannot find
the shores.

I am the violent waves.
But I am a tempest
that grows weary.
I long to be
the tide that comes.
To be the docile
waves that ebb upon
the shore.
Anywhere I can call home.
And rest my head
upon the sand.

Who I have become
is ready to go down
drowning.
With arms raised.
But who I once was
is a gentle wind
calling. And it
whispers to me,
“Oh, the strength
you have.
Don’t stop looking
for those shores.”

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Perhaps My New Favorite Poem

Thanks to Dr. Wildeman, I've got a new favorite.

Introduction to Poetry 

by Billy Collins

I ask them to take a poem
and hold it up to the light
like a color slide

or press an ear against its hive.

I say drop a mouse into a poem
and watch him probe his way out,

or walk inside the poem's room
and feel the walls for a light switch.

I want them to waterski
across the surface of a poem
waving at the author's name on the shore.

But all they want to do
is tie the poem to a chair with rope
and torture a confession out of it.

They begin beating it with a hose
to find out what it really means.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Dog-Eared


"Sometimes,
life becomes
too black
and white,"
I said.
"And we get
dull and
dog-eared
from the
monotony
of routine."
I said,
"Why not
revel
in the
magic
that comes
between
the two?
Why not
dance
in each
dapple
of grey?"