Jesus, I’m done. I’m spent. And I’m scared. I’m terrified of everything.
Of who I could be. And where I’ll end up. I’m scared of what I’m losing. And the joy I’m not finding anymore.
I’m losing hope.
Cling to Him, Lydia. Dig deeper into who He is to find comfort and strength. There is nothing to fear, He IS holding you. Always. I should really practice what I preach...
I have felt like this a lot lately. Scared of the future, scared of being alone, scared of what I may or may not become. Calvin said, "Believing in God is not the hard part, its believing that He is good." Sometimes its hard for me to remember that He is good, that He has an awesome plan for my life. Praying for you. You are definitely not alone!
What pride can a man have if he gives up fighting before the moment it kills him? With every breath we have, we must never relent, or we are doomed to fail. We will get tired, we will feel agonizing pain, and we may come to the brink of death, but doesn't that make the conquest so much more satisfying? A triumph worth coming to the brink of death for is certainly worth dying for.
"I would rather be what God chose to make me than the most glorious creature that I could think of. For to have been thought about, born in God's thought, and then made by God, is the dearest, grandest and most precious thing in all thinking."
--George MacDonald
Cling to Him, Lydia. Dig deeper into who He is to find comfort and strength. There is nothing to fear, He IS holding you. Always.
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Ellie Grace
I have felt like this a lot lately. Scared of the future, scared of being alone, scared of what I may or may not become. Calvin said, "Believing in God is not the hard part, its believing that He is good." Sometimes its hard for me to remember that He is good, that He has an awesome plan for my life. Praying for you. You are definitely not alone!
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